When the Cats are away, the mice came out to play

Oh you bet..

Today's is sooooooooooo quiet.Nasib baik office ada e-con . Its so hot out there! Which reminds me, have you read the news today? "Brunei in Grip of heatwave" splashed on the front page of our today's issue of BB. 34-35 degrees??!?! Patutlah my hand's bulu felt as if it was sizzling. And that was only 2-*3 minutes walking under the sun from car to office. Fuuuuuh...

Oh how I wish I had my bantal busuk now. The heat is making me sleepy. Its has a name too btw. BBQ. I dont know why but I do remember having that pillow for the 1st time and said " I'll name it BBQ!" That name stayed after 25 years. Yes, its that old and I'm proud to admit that I still cant live without it.

Oh, I've been thinking to get my hair permed wavy again. Came across this pic while surfing on keywords "hairstyles, longface". It may be similiar to my previous hairstyle. Nonetheless, I will be perming it again. My hubby adores it so the hairstyle is set! Then topping it with colour too after that :o). No harm to feel seksi for the hubby kan? Niat - So that hubby adores looking at me as in Me. Me. Me. Me. Me. Me. Me. Me. Me. Me. hahahaha..

And whilst surfing for Dusun related articles ( mentang2 kan balik Adau gayoh ), I came across an interesting book - The Study of Brunei Dusun Religion. I hope I can get my hands on it. Having read its reviews earlier, I'm itching to know more about my ethnic group.

I also took the liberty to call my kampong this morning, only to be shouted at for not going back for such a long time. Now, thats what you call love. LOL.

We'll see what awaits.

Bee-outch

Fel's treat at Kaizen & everything else.

Yummmyyy...

I have to say its better then the *sushi restaurants that i know of* man. Nyaman lagi Kaizen. Their food presentation and the quality of their salmon ( not a fan but tried some dishes once or twice to compare it with other sushi restaurants including the ones overseas ) is way better. Happy people we are. Even a toothless friend couldnt say no to such a invite. hahaha

We've agreed to met up after work. Somehow on the same day, most of us didnt had our lunch. So yes, we finished what we ordered. No leftovers. And remember how hot it has been the past few days? Jeez, thank god I have my boys coz they are the main reasons why I see them at lunch time b4 going back to work and night classes in bandar again. Its tiring at first but you'll get used to the momentum soon enough.

Oh boy. Did we had a blast laughing our heads off during dinner. First, it was about how you would pronounce the word 's' when toothless, how to make your face look slimmer in pictures and yes, the smell of one's p*ki after eating raw fish. Which reminds me, can anyone find me a wasabi smelling pantyliner? hahahah just kidding. *still laughing my head off on that one* hahahahha.

Fel btw, has got herself a new toy. Brand new camera. Snapping away, there were pics taken and I'll be waiting for Fel to post them up. (fel, not the mihir ones ok?)Will share the link to pics once they're uploaded. I dont know about you but I love blogging with pictures. Too bad our camera got all broken up by Abang and with the recent repairs with our cars, it looks its going to take a while to get our canon 450D. *I cant wait to get my hands on it!*. Looks like I have to depend on my mobile camera to capture picstures then. *sigh*

On a diffferent note, I had a self-reflect moment this week. As you can see 2 previous post below, I had an anger issue in which I thought was long overcome. Allah is fair and he's shown me that I still inner demons left in me. I pray that I can overcome this forgiveness issue and learn not to take things that has already happened in the past turn it into a big deal again. A lot of 'negativity' has been going around and I think I got 'tempias' by some of it. Still normal to me anyway. Thats life. Face it.

but seriously..

It did feel good to lashed it all out anyways...hahahaha

Oh, in case you havent noticed, I have added two new links to the blog. A personal fan, we have off course, Studio Grudge. And yes, the blog needs a lot of updating. Perhaps I can take this as a another project. If I was to follow hubby everywhere on his gigs, I could use the free time to help take pictures of them performing and post it in the blog. We'll have to wait for Abang Ajis's thoughts on this. If it's a go-go, then another projects awaits for me. :o)

Adau gayoh is coming! 1st May precisely. I've taken the day off to go balik kampong. Pam told me that our family is dying to see the kids. I miss the quiet and simple life there. I miss eveyone and the cooking too.

M so looking forward to it.

Those are the updates for now.

Until next time,

Bee-Outch

Selamat Adau Gayoh

Yup.. This Dusun Chinese is heading back to Kampong. Wuhuuuuuu!

Bee-Outch

Agatah ko sana .. satan!

I can’t forgive… I can’t forgive just yet. It’s not in my system bah. I mean sanang saja we don't think about things over time, but when it comes back before you very eyes, you can’t help feeling anger boiling inside bah.

And kenapa pulang aku yang kana. Aku atu menolong saja. Aku mo ajar show bah jangan biar orang atu sanag2 saja kan pinjam apa2 dari tani bah. Pinjam abis atu tapuk. Lari. Atu yang ku geram tu. Memang patut c jahanam atu kana sumpah bah.

So, I’m not proud of what I did.I know karma. What goes around, comes around. I pay my dues. There is a fine line by helping people. You have to teach. Not show pity and they start their mistakes all over again. Sakit ati ku meliat bah. Aku inetervened because so they know we're not gullible bah. Respect- Honesty -Passion get friends. Why pulang aku kana liatkan macam semua salah ku masih. Why?

I made my amends. I did what I can. I apologized but be sure, pay when its due. But to think you can just run off like that. You’re wrong f*cker.

Damn f*cker. Not my fault that I had to curse you and your generations.You were given the chances to pay up. Not my freakin fault You lost everything.

You steal.

You lie.

You rotten piece of sh*t.

You should be burnt in hell.

Please lah.. eksen saja mua berkraja sana. We all know before you start doing all those dirty things again. Barang kamah ko ani. Mua lagi macam penagih dadah. Agatah mampus deh.

F*ck Off because the workd is better off without you.

Ahhhhh… now I feel better..

Ciggies anyone?

Bee-outch.

Thank You Aunty Pam!

*bunyi Incoming msg*

Msg read as "Check out what I bought for the boys". That was from my sister Pam. We were in bandar which if my memory serves me right, Hubby was at the studio for band practise. When we got home, thats when we saw the presents for the kids on the table.

I mean, if i was a kid again Iwould be probarly jumping up and down seeing there are gifts for me. Too bad the kids are to young to understand. Inda apalah, mummynya saja excited on behalf, hehehe

I'm assuming this is for Arman. Cute. Look at the shoes!

I'm glad I've trained my sister well. Ada test jua. hehehe

Abang has his brand new pair of slippers as well. I was searching for these for quite a while now. But It just fitted him "ngam2" so you guessed it. Its too small to use now.

Sayang lah...

And tops for Abang. Owwhhh so cute.. I cant wait to have abang wear these.

Thanks to Aunty Pam again!

Bee-Outch

Oh NO!

Its driving me nuts.

First the Honda.. Now the Galant.. And do you know how much you need to pay for these repairs?!!?!?!

Let me tell you! Both cars have never ever failed me. They are both reliable. It’s just when they exceed certain number of years, all sorts of small “problems” starts pooping out. I cant believe they have gotten this old. My poor babies..

Here comes the bills.

Goodbye goes the cash saving..

Oh what a week!

Bee-Outch

Sorry... In a busy Mode still

Bee-outch

My boys..so far...

They grow up soooooo fast.. *sigh*

Bee Outch

Miri Getaway..

Yeaaaaaa.... finally ke Miri with Hubby! (no kids..yet!)

First, off to get him a new pair of glasses and transition lens which was at a bargain. Now I feel better knowing he's now got a much needed priority item. The last one was all "bendy". All thanks to abang Aiman. heheh Then shopped for jeans, my Shesido's refills and some stuff for the kids as well.

Its been a while since we last went shopping in miri. Oh, and have any of you visited the Newly extended side of Parkson yet? They've open their multi story parking but be warned - its not FULLY completed and by that, meaning some needs lighting, signs of entrance and exits are yet to be placed, lifts and stair to be used etc. So if you dont mind the dusty, dusty & dark parking, then you're welcome park at your own risk!

Oh, Starbucks is opened too! mmmmm..A must for the hot afternoon. After shopping at Mini Toys 'R' Us, we went down to Starbucks to get the much needed a Grende Mocha Frapuccino for me and Grende Caramel Frappuccino. Yuuuuummmmm...

It took ages to find this watch. Hubby got this in Thailand where before we got married. Lost when we got married, then I found it somewhere for him after getting married + delivered two boys.

...Men...

cam whoring..

and a big smooch for a good time...

Cant wait for the next shopping spree.

But this time, on hubby's expense k?.

Syaaaaaaaaaang aaaaaaaaaah? ;p

Bee-Outch

Ouch!

Got this from my sis via email. Direct and honest. I love it.

Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world.

Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try de-lousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

Well said.. Bee-outch.

keep being positive pat.. hold it .. hold it..

Western Horoscope
Cancer
June 22 - July 22
This is going to be a rather intense day for you, dear Cancer. On the positive side, you will accomplish a lot. On the not-so-positive side, you are likely to be exhausted by the end of the day. You are best advised to try and pace yourself. Remain focused on what is truly important, rather than allowing yourself to get caught up in trivial details. Keep the big picture in mind, and the little things will take care of themselves.

Chinese Horoscope
Dog
Time to be more health conscious. It is essential for you to eat balanced meals and take proper rest. You will soon receive a substantial reward for your hard work

Now. lets hope I passed that Statistics test! ( I LOVE TOI, BAIZILLAH & SERI ) for saving me last night. You girls are the best (udah atu ah?) hehehe

Bee-Outch