Note to self

Yes. You are one and there is a one in all of us.

I hope they managed to make doses for ADULTS.

OMG.. what a crappy week.. See below for an extract of the email I had send to my family with regards to a situation to another family across the ocean.( Yes, we email each other. We're very modern)

"I am including my hubby in this because I want him to know.

So kesian uncle richard.. He's a man with a good heart and he doesnt derserve this. It goes to show that I must not let myself be influenced or be affected by UNEDUCATED & NEGATIVE people because I dont want to bitter and unhappy be like Aunty Chris. You are right. I dont want my marriage to be like this because I cant control my temper to the people who tries to destroy it.

Nevertheless, I cant wait to stay in bandar in order to be away from all these nuisance."

Basically, I'm down right dissapointed with the acts of a particular individual. I think my close frisnds would have an idea of this person I am refering too. The action of this individual is sick and disgusting.

Do you know that to disrupt someone's marriage by using lies and make-believe stories is a big sin?

What have I done to deserve this?

***I work to make end meets.

***I pursue a higher qualification to support and share the responsibilities of the family and so

that we can enjoy the best things in life.

***I am a responisbile and independant adult. Why cant you just accept it? Just accept that your

ways does not work in this new era?

We cause no trouble. We do not tell you the stories that we had heard of you because we always see the goodness of you but you.... You do not appreaciate the goodness of other people and yet amplify on their flaws.

You only care whats good for your reputation and what's worse, you listen to others and believing them straight away just because of FACE VALUE.

And this is the sickest part, adakah ia suruh my hubby tipu aku? Hello? You want him to tagur me on something which is sooooo remeh temeh? Excuse me, unlike your marriage, our marriage is based on love and trust and OPEN COMMUNICATION. We address our issues as a family. Not sweep everything under the carpet, only then having to creep up on you after 10,15,20,25 fucking years.

This made me appreciate my parents even more. Thank god for my mummy. Perbaik aku ani berlawan ah, buka jua mata ku liat mama aku ani is the best among the rest. Alhamdullilah, most importantly is that my hubby understands, knows and support me no matter what. Perhaps its a blessing in diguise. To appreciate my hubby and my SIDE of the family more.

Screw this...

I have made up my mind to no longer be anyway be near or associate myself unless forced too. Im so dissapointed to how she does things to get it DONE HER WAY.

Please park your bullshit some where else. Thanks

Bee-Outch.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

To one of my very few best friends..

Happy Birthday!

hahahahaha..

Miss and love you babe!!

Bee-Outch...

Just some randomness...

I'm stuck home today. My eye is still swollen despite the medication I took last night. What to expect anyway. Healing takes time and so I decided to spare myself the humilation by not coming to work. Thank god hubby is off today. At least I have a driver by the day. Texted the colleagues at work but no reply.. "UH- ohhh - I sensed big trouble" But hei.. not my fault. I dont want this to happen kali ah.. You get a allergic reaction and see if you can handle the pain! BOO HOO...

Right. Over the past few weeks, I had been taking some random moments for blogging purposes And so, may I present the some of my very long due , interesting episods at work.

A colleague had owed me $10 from a week before. Wicked sense of homour that man.

Let me explain the very drawings you see in this page. Let's start with the crosses on the top. My very colleague challenged me to a game. He challenged me to count how number of times a certain person would say "Yeah's" the whole entire meeting. Hahahaha.. I gave up after 15 counts and thats only the first 5 minutes! The baju? SOmething I'm denial about due to my Baju Raya Disaster Uri and "WARDEN" is a codename for a certin somebody..keh keh keh

Eating my fav snacks to keep me awake. I do pay attention. Its only that I pay attention BETTER with food.

Towards lunch it rained heavily. Off we go. I needed to see the kids before going to classes the whole week. See the weather? Look at the clouds. I was walking to my car, fighting the direction of the storng winds until...

wiper ku ah... sakiiiiit hatiii kuuuuuuuuu... hahahahha

To be continued...

Bee-Outch

Emergency Ward

While typing my earlier post, I was actually doing my assignments at the same time. And while doing my assignment, adatah ku rasa something bit my eye.. *scratch*Scratch*.. Hmmm napa my eye macam swollen rasa nya..

An hour passed.. I could feel my right eyelids were slightly heavier to open. When to the mirror and.. conpom! My right eye is swollen! What could caused it? I dont know! I was actually doing my college work and got bitten and in now swollen?!!!? WTF?!?!?!

"Syang.. bring me to spital..My right eye is swollen.. I dont want it to escalate to a swollen face tomorrow.."

"Bah..let's go.."

Proof of time I was at the emergency ward..

Patient No:2.. Nasib..

still waiting.. ( Have I lost weight? heheh sampat )

Hubby sipping his fav cold..cold.. drink...

Fast Forward sikit - Saw a doctor (like d-uh) and he said that it could be an allergic reaction to an insect bite and that I was not being all so paranoid ( I told the doctor i might have one of those panic attacks which could led to swollen of face - sukati ku kan? ). He confirmed it was just some insect bite and so off I go with some Peretons Pills and eye drops.

then back to assignments and blogs (for my supportive readers ) and emails (to communicate on our assignments )and medicine ( Its now 12.27 a.m. by the way and I have work and class tomorrow)..

Is this how they spell "PERETON" kah? (thenurse wrote PIRITON ) That male nurse did seemed sleepy though..

Thank God class was CANCELLED today or else how could I drive back home? Things that I do lah really.

Bee-Outch

Revelation Week? Im on Holiday..

I'm going through of those now.. Lots of good and bad had happened the whole of last week .

I cant update much just yet becoz I'm on my Exam and Presentations week/month so I'm using all my free time to do what I can as a wife, mummy, a employee and lastly as a student. Boy, do I need help in my "Time management".

*I'm sooooo looking for to my Candy Nites with the girls and my Bitching nites with the Boys*

And, something happened to me which you sould say impacted me a little bit last week. Both in terms of family and friendship. I have to say I'm still absorbing it all in. Its not easy. So many things on my mind now. Lesson learnt - There will ALWAYS be changes in life. Be it Good or Bad. Both in yours and the people around you. ACCEPT IT and MOVE ON.

But of course, I know how to set my priorities. I will finish what I've started. I am after all IZZAH BATRICIA.. haha!

Catch you guys in December. ( Thats when I shall be free to bitch however, whatever and whenever I like!)

Bee-outch

On Self-Reflection Process

What a fucking weekend. Fuckin Fuck Fuck

Bee-outch