Guess where I'll be...

Here's a hint :o) .. Have a nice long weekend guys and doakan yang i dont terbranak on this trip just yet! Mudah mudahan tunggu aku balik Brunei!

Amiiiiiiinnnnn!

Bee-Outch

Hot Mama & Rina-Red

Hehehe.. courtesy of Rina Red, pictures taken from her phone (kan?) . At this time, there were 2 ladies who told us that we look as if we were sisters and Rina Red was COMPLIMENTED (bukannya insult tuuuuu) looking like Misha OMAR.. Aiseeeeeh…. Kalau Rina-Red kana ucap as Misha Omar, that’s mean I also look abit like Misha Omar too coz we look like sistersssssssssss…. Hahahahahahahahahahhaahhaha.. OPPS!

See you soon girl.. get well!

Bee-outch!

Finally! I Participated!

Sorry kawans for not writing in for a long time! I am now 7 months preggie ( and i finally have my study break!) and I have about a month plus to handover in this dreadful-backstabbing-idiotic-unappreciative working environment.

What is that you say? Why do I bother doing my handover?

Well, lets just say I don’t degrade myself by just letting my responsibilities go unattended. I will always try to finish what, when and how much I can at the end of the day.. unlike some plp.. oppppps.. terasa?????

Right..Latest updates. We had our Vendor Forum last Monday and boy, was it tiring. Thank god the company provided us with last minute hotel rooms at Empireeeee :o). the night before the event, hubby brought me out to watch Chronicles Of Narnia at the empire cinema. The movie was ok-ok lah. Slightly slow in terms of the storyline but I quite enjoyed us husband and wife spending time similar to our courting days. Apa lagi when we went back to our room… project se-loud2 you want lah! ;p

I had to go mothercare to get this purple cashmere (which was fabulous ) but pricey lah ($79.90) just because the VIP Secs wanted us to dress proper and just because I couldn’t get my self a baju kurung. Siapa suruh inda bagitahu awal? One stupid question was asked ani bah.. “ Apatah ko kan pakai nie lai mun nada baju kurung?” Like hello....Maternity Attire lah Ngok!!!!!!! Some people.. kan speaking hing-lish tapi common sense kurang… Puh-leaseeeeeee

The event it was a huge turn out.. The company expected about 500 plp but we had about 700++ who turned instead.. So you could imagine that hotel was packed of people. Im still waiting for the official photos by the way ( rina red, hj razalie, chiam.. pics pleaseeee) .. but nevertheless! I have some to share which were taken by Baldy and Azumie (thanks guys!).. enjoy belooooooooowwwww!!!!

Waving at the camera. this was during the Dry run. A day before. Im such a Cam-Whore

I think i was ticked off about something.

Posey - me. A girl has got to maintain.

I like this shot.. Aiseh.. can you see my nostril kambang2 sikit?

Posing Maut "Izzah The Batricia".

Sorry.. I cant help it! i thought the cameraman was taking my pic until i saw these!

hahahahaha.. oppps!!! Sorry tini!

catch you guys soon!

Bee-Outch!

As Effy said, "Thailand awaits you"

She's right.. I need a holiday.

Last night hubby told me that he's going to have his off days in May as planned. Once that is sorted out, we'll be heading to KK by car and then feast our hearts out! hmmmm.. need to get new set of maternity clothes while im at it and have some spa packages as well.

Now, having to read what effy said. I went straight away to googling some pictures on shopping and spas in Bangkok, copied some pics and decided to paste them here to keep me sane during this peak period of stress. Oooooh i cant wait!!!

this is where me and the girls would be staying

this would be me being all pampered

A day at the beach ..enjoying the soft white sand

then shopping to stoock up in 2009

we must not forget to shop at their malls as well!!

Excited Bee-Outch!

FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING FUCK

Im so fucking pissed at everything right now and I don’t think its my fucking hormonoes. I feel as stated as below;

Fucking unappreciated
Fucking taken for granted
Fucking exhausted
Fucking mentally drained
Fucking
Fuck
Fucked

Sasak ku ! At this point i so fucking hate everything ! FUCK!

Fucking BEE-OUTCH

Ngalih ku sudah BITCH

Im fucking tired.. so fucking tired of work, classes , sex , cigarretes etc.. I need a good long holiday from all of this man...

This explains why i have not updated anything lately.. nanti2 tah..

epi - atuu water retention banaaaaarrrrr....

My nights at the studio

What do i do during my free time when i accompany my hubby to the studio you may ask.. Well, time is of the essence and no free time should go to waste. Therefore, here i am doing my assignments and homework (sometime to 4 -5 hours) waiting for hubby to practise with the guys.

Hei, I get to spend time with hubby and do my work at the same time. Baru multitasking... ehehehe

Here we have hubby (in his quarter pants) on his guitar. I think they were playing a Joss Stone number here.

And here is my laptop. Thats my pensilcase on the right, pieces of paper are my work assignments that i had to do that nite.

A watchful view (hahahha..yea..yea i know) while im doing my work.. clever no?

A bird's view ( more like cicak view lah) of my little work station in the studio.

Usually, when im doing my work i had Ham's buddies coming up to me asking what im working on. Mind you, they always see me doing my work so i guess they had to ask. I find it flatering though. I get pats on the back for actually managing my work while menahan the loud studio music. I guess that its my determination to get my HND keeps me going. Nothing can stop me once i put my heart in this.

I believe it goes the same for everyone as well. If at this very moment you think you can do something like im doing, then do it. There is no reason to why you cant.

Challenges, difficulties, tiredness, commitments bla bla bla.. they do come with the package but trust me, once you put your heart to it... you cant stop..

Good luck!

Bee-Outch..